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Sara Stout

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I will get to see my man in the new month! I feel that this is how it always happens... last minute decisions

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I rarely use this anymore, I hadn't given myself any time this semester. Still won't until the nyc move in a week (eeeeee!!!!)but I shall present this work of gorgeous stuff:

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And I still get excited like a little kid... perhaps because I never got snow days as a kid.

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Daisies, known as Sedmikrasky in Czech, was directed by Vera Chytilova in '66. Just saw it fully for the first time this afternoon. I think I'm in love. Now all I need to do is find it somewhere online for purchase.Favorite scene:

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oh you know. My guy is making a difference in the world... haha

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Sad Sad Sad. Finally realized what's going to happen in my near future. Love has to be put on hold as it has been for the past year and a half + while we continue to be/work in separate cities. I know I should be excited for the time ahead, but in all honesty, I'm a lover, not someone looking to advance society. My heart breaks for this. And my greatest fear will be that the two of us will just

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= life

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Oh what I would do to be able to snuggle with limbs wrapped up in one another, creating body heat just from being near.I miss my bunny...... :(

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Leah. The Karen Walker dress:

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the beginning of a VERY long process.

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A photo shoot I did for a Syracuse Uni magazine called Jerk:http://www.jerkmagazine.net/gawk/one-hit-too-many.html?pid=44

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Shit. I can't sleep. I've just come back form New Zealand and am in my bed at Syracuse. What a downer, warmth and sunshine to darkness and snow. My physical clock is off and all I can do is lie in bed and think of the wonderful time I had. I love Nick's family, I had so much fun seeing new things, trying new things, buying new things. So many things are going through my mind. My future is

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New Zealand has been really great. So far I've stayed in Auckland on the North Island, and visited Queenstown (where the shot some of Lord of the Rings) on the South Island. Not in the mood to go into detail, but went gold panning and got some real gold flakes, played some mini golf, ate at some amazing restaurants, tours the shots of Lord of the Rings on 4 wheel drive, etc etc. And also have

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It says it all:

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"The lumber of the skyline used to support nightly travel to the outer reaches of consciousness... the bedroom is the place where we engage in some of our more formative experiences, the landscape of affecting and profound personal experience." -Geography of Home by Akiko Busch

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Having crises over my senior project. Prof. said I'm in a good position, but I still am not confident enough. Manically looking for inspiration and writing down potential scenes to create. Here you go:

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I REALLY dislike when people are publicly humiliated, even if they do deserve it

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Early early early. Been a while since I've needed to get the the airport by 5am. But this marks the cross section of my meeting my new family home in Houston, and being only a few weeks away form going to my New Zealand home. I'm ready for it all to happen, just waiting for the time to pass.

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always, when I am at the brink of seeing the boy I have a major emotional breakdown. It happened today. Three weeks until we're together, and he's on a plane to Auckland, NZ right as we speak. I may have freaked him out, I just like being able to send well wishes before he flies. It's funny, before my being in a relationship I imagined crashing in a plane and not really caring/being intrigued by

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this is really great:

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this is really beautiful. By my friend Leah Rizzo:still frame from leahrizzo on Vimeo.

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Oh my goodness these are SOOO awkward. I don't think they sell me on any of it (maybe the last): Street Carnage

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"We shall then see that our habitual perception of the world as stable and reliable is an illusion. The facts not only fail to support this illusion; they stand in grotesque contrast to it. A tiny area of light, warmth, and life, wrapped paper thin over a ball hanging forlornly in empty space." -Hoimar Von Ditfurth in Children of the Universe

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So I finally have some of my new side project on film... shot it this weekend with some lovely ladies. Now I'm getting excited to shoot more versions.

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found via Sea of Shoes

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this was my childhood. It's called Weeki Wachi, a theme park of mermaids. One day I'll scan an image of me WITH a mermaid. For now here are these:

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I'm definitely going to New Zealand for the holidays, meeting the man's family in person finally. The only problem is I won't be able to concentrate on anything besides NZ until I'm out for the semester. Wish me luck!

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this is really quite wonderful

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It's been a while, I've been busy on film shoots, photoing in nyc, etc etc.Here're some pictures in apologies:And this amazing artist, cai guo-qiang:And I'm feeling a little jealousy because the byf is in talks to work with an amazing photog, won't reveal in hopes that it works out!

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Finally. The girl that never gets the job got one. Well, I already have an internship, but this job is paid. At last. Celebration. Time to start saving for the future.

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I know some people really don't like her, but I'll always be charmed by Kirsten Dunst.And teaching myself to dress a bit more. I'm worried it's all just become a collection instead of a guide... then there's the problem that I can't just go out and buy things. hmmm

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In sad times I need to look at this:

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so, I've really been missing my boy, but last night I had some fun and tonight should be really fun. Hard Cider, Michael Jackson on vinyl, and drunk puzzling... should make up for my lack of kisses.Me and the boy (photo by the wonderfully whimsical Jan von Holleben):And on of the projects I'm planning and re-working:

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haha, from Purple Diary:

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I hate how I conflate pop culture's examples of relationships as a possibility of my own. It's just not reality.

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I hate when I have bad dreams about me and my boy, especially when he's far away. I know it's never a life possibility with what happens in these dreams, but it still can be upsetting. I never have bad dreams about anyone else in my life. Maybe it's some subconscious defense mechanism? I also dreamt I was sexually harassed by this one creepy guy that stood in my starbucks line a few days ago back

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"It's a city of broad shoulders and big hearts and bold dreams; a city of legendary sports figures, legendary sports venues, and legendary sports fans; a city like America itself, where the world -- the world's races and religions and nationalities come together and reach for the dream that brought them here.In Chicago, old and new exist in harmony. It's a city rooted in an industrial past that

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the third is amazinga second bit

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ok, first off, teaching myself to dress once again:Secondly, this is something I'm working off of:All very beautiful in their own right.

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inveterate dreamer.

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Thinking of starting two new photo projects in the next few weeks. Won't exactly say what they are, but both require paint. One requires morning time in the backyard the other a studio. I don't know how far I can take them, but we'll find out in due time.Also, scanning images of my senior project, not gonna show them until I've got the finished product (new goal, instead of putting up dust

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I finally have internet, and I've been naughty purchasing some items.And teaching myself to dress again:I'll be taking ballet and an abs class... working on doing yoga more often and just eating well. Oh, and I'm an unofficial aunt now! Don't know the girls name yet, but can't wait to meet her.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-56812000123273968202009-08-25T11:01:00.001-05:002009-08-25T11:02:14.672-05:00

Last official day in my childhood home. I'm packing up to head back to school, and will never return to this place. Sad. But I know good things are to come.

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going through all of my old photographs from life is making me nostalgic, but also excited for the future-with him, and in all other aspects.

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There is an excited, happy dance dedicated only to me. And I love it late at night.

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this would be quite nice:ffffound

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terrible news, man-boy-lover has to go home to New Zealand indefinitely... or until we get married....

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So ready for this one:I love Wes Anderson, and I love stop-action animation...

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I want romance.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-18572842282412374202009-07-25T13:24:00.002-05:002009-07-25T13:29:01.108-05:00

Even though he's a scientologist, I LOVE Beck. I love "The Information," so this video is nice:And I believe the backup singer (the one with the trench coat) is Jamie Lidell, who happens to be an awesomely amazing singer... but you can't really tell in this video.

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seriously, how does one get oneself out of a funk? When I get to my boiling point I can't hold back.

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from ffffound.I'm carving two tree stumps into natural stools... it's going to be a while before I finish them, but should be cool.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-50682022701600832132009-07-23T18:25:00.002-05:002009-07-23T18:28:34.943-05:00

I'm so upset, and there isn't any one reason that's valid. Well, the most recent development at the dentist's sucked. No matter how well I've taken care of my teeth I've managed to get a cavity. And the woman cleaning my teeth gouged the fuck out of my gums, they're still throbbing from pain. There is another issue in my life, but I won't go into it. Privacy is important sometimes.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-41984716770944579312009-07-23T02:33:00.002-05:002009-07-23T02:36:02.749-05:00

Why I love my neighborhood:Because I can walk home at odd hours of the night alone and feel as safe as I possibly can with no protection or friends nearby. This is because all the gay boys are out to party. And no matter how exhausted or beaten I am I can usually get some sort of compliment on my outfit, even if my shoes are dangling from my hands. I'm going to miss this.I love you boys-town,

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-89960809846507682932009-07-17T12:10:00.001-05:002009-07-17T12:12:33.977-05:00

just some pictures on my desktop... teaching myself how to dress

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-45436361368961064402009-07-16T22:20:00.000-05:002009-07-16T22:21:42.264-05:00

where do I find something like these?!?

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Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-63181970684987531432009-07-09T10:21:00.002-05:002009-07-09T10:23:55.827-05:00

so, a very talented alumnus of my photo program, Jane Tam, recently interviewed one of my professors, Laura Heyman, on her life and work. Here's the article: NYMPHOTOcheck out where I'm coming from scholastically.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-68351210856429967232009-07-08T19:43:00.002-05:002009-07-08T19:51:51.711-05:00

This is it, I am the eldest and the last cousin to be without a driver's license. Do I care? No. Most certainly not. What I do care about is the aunts, uncles and grandparents giving a damn and loving to rub it in my face. I don't think they will ever understand my attitude towards this.I'll just put it this way. #1, they did not have to deal with the death of a grandmother by an automobile

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-2120898680569592872009-07-08T11:42:00.002-05:002009-07-08T11:43:15.826-05:00

I think I'll be working on a variation of this... but wayyyy shorter:

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-75209393037276650122009-07-07T22:23:00.002-05:002009-07-07T22:42:05.630-05:00

damn, it's hard to believe that any one person can effect me so much, but it's true. Things feel so different without the man-boy-lover. It's like I'm constant;y looking to finish my sentence, but nothing fits... writing this all down doesn't help much because I'm sure it must be more or less hard to relate to unless you've dealt with a long distance relationship. It's hard because he's in an

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-86110118404922681412009-07-01T19:34:00.003-05:002009-07-01T19:35:11.776-05:00

I think I'm making up for the lack of home cooked meals of my youth (not that I'm complaining, I LOVE sushi and chinese) by getting so excited to cook my own. Ace

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-50461506100763684352009-07-01T11:10:00.000-05:002009-07-01T11:11:26.711-05:00

saw this on my friend, erin's page:quite amazing and scary at the same time

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-81935426111044607362009-06-24T20:58:00.001-05:002009-06-24T21:00:09.612-05:00

oh, yes, and I keep thinking about becoming a vegetarian. I also have a mean craving to read, but entertaining the out-of-towner bf requires most of that time.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-1956607947875085612009-06-24T19:12:00.001-05:002009-06-24T19:14:49.381-05:00

JS will always be adorable in my mind:

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-47933721172515614102009-06-24T16:36:00.001-05:002009-06-24T16:36:40.354-05:00

I'm a hypocrite. I wished everyone would update more, whereas I rarely do... oops

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-54429366874110484232009-06-11T10:12:00.004-05:002009-06-11T10:40:58.292-05:00

so I'll take a boredom break and update on my life. It's all a-jumble, so prepare:I'm in London, I've been here for about 2.5 weeks, and it's to visit the bf and help his pack up and organize his moving to the U.S. I got to watch a shoot/ help out assisting on a Citrix shoot. I had crazy jet lag and came so close to falling asleep both days I was there. After these I finally met a member of the

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-13741339418400500412009-06-02T10:54:00.003-05:002009-06-02T10:55:12.592-05:00

in response to my friend's tumblr write up on h&m's new collection... I REALLY would love to own this dress:

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-42502598436037169542009-06-01T10:26:00.002-05:002009-06-01T10:30:44.597-05:00

Not much news in London. It's actually sunny and hot. Just catching up on the usual haunts- Topshop, Brick Lane, you know. But I did get one job so far, I was the photographer's 2nd assistant. I get paid too. Also bet the bf's sister and her bf for a nice little bbq. I've been introduced to this amazing New Zealand show called "Outrageous Fortune" I highly recommend it.That's pretty much it for

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-69272410858562569252009-05-25T20:32:00.002-05:002009-05-25T20:34:48.710-05:00

off to London tomorrow night! I thought this day would take longer to come, well, it has, but it's finally here.This is photographer Rebecca Rijsdijk as seen on "I Heart Photograph" whose work is quite wonderful:

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-55304416113693038312009-05-20T16:05:00.007-05:002009-05-20T16:12:59.635-05:00

been lounging and doing nothing for the little while I've been home. Went to Houston to check out houses for the family to move into... some are promising. Life is gonna be way different when I'm there. Got my tickets for London. It'll probably be the last time I go for a long time seen as my boy is coming to the states and closer to me. Also just picked up my 4x5 to start my senior thesis on the

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-90125079009765565832009-05-13T10:47:00.003-05:002009-05-13T10:51:17.330-05:00

for those that care here's the new hair:

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-40277681505584419302009-05-05T13:22:00.002-05:002009-05-05T13:24:50.902-05:00

packing up my lifeto come home only to pack up my lifethen pack up some of my lifeto arrive where my life should be/isonly to pack up to head back hometo pack up to come back to school again, ugh.However, then I'll be packing up for good and leaving school... and hopefully returning to my love and not having to pack much more ...

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-37685857706700377782009-04-30T09:46:00.002-05:002009-04-30T09:49:01.019-05:00

it's the end of the year. Portfolio review later today... Nothing much is going on besides the stress of not knowing what's going on. I'm excited to get out of here, but I don't really want to go home. I want to be with lover-man.no new photos to show for now... when I'm out I'll work on it.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-31851743490376525762009-04-26T01:31:00.002-05:002009-04-26T01:34:28.129-05:00

exhausted from TRoM. Second year running, but the freshman and sophomores need to chill out and let things happen instead of expecting stuff to fall into their laps. When one creates the fun for themselves it's that much better. Still wish my lover was there, but we'll have chances to dance together in due time.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-23579655592653604532009-04-25T01:09:00.000-05:002009-04-25T01:10:08.328-05:00

I want to grow with your wrinkles

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-15270497978781643132009-04-23T13:54:00.002-05:002009-04-24T01:18:12.904-05:00

It's supposed to be warm this weekend, thus I will be craving being home instead of school, which means I would definitely prefer hearing back about my boyfriends Visa so he and I can start making plans together again.I wore his cologne yesterday to comfort myself, it's going to be out soon, so I'd like to be with him again. Thanks UK border people.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-47889433480908386202009-04-21T21:56:00.003-05:002009-04-21T21:59:12.854-05:00

a wonderful friend photographer, Erin Mulvehill, has been working on a project on "underwater" images. I modeled for her today, this is what she got:beautiful, yeah?

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-27291371014101861332009-04-19T17:08:00.001-05:002009-04-19T17:10:07.233-05:00

why is it that we, maybe just I, look up such trivial things when I'm upset?I'm learning a tiny itty bitty bit about Josephine Baker now (her name's a link).

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-7279417336776748692009-04-18T13:45:00.001-05:002009-04-18T13:46:44.671-05:00

wow, this is great. I almost picked up a record of 60's beach tunes, I should have been alive then.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-38912772026106379812009-04-14T12:00:00.000-05:002009-04-14T12:01:23.547-05:00

pretty excellent.NPR

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-89036838372382140212009-04-11T17:12:00.001-05:002009-04-11T17:12:39.235-05:00

um, story of my life

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-11932066928268820152009-04-10T13:44:00.001-05:002009-04-10T13:44:35.493-05:00

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-60394285381854347172009-04-10T13:30:00.003-05:002009-04-10T13:31:54.918-05:00

it's amazing to see how strong-willed these men are. There have been many posts (on flickr) of amputees with prostheses trying to move on with their lives. I hope I can be that strong.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-54797124391350731972009-04-10T12:37:00.001-05:002009-04-10T12:39:45.402-05:00

this is an interesting and kind of scary sight:The Venus Project

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-16235153446055275042009-04-09T19:28:00.002-05:002009-04-09T19:32:30.411-05:00

I think the reason I like dead things, or a more all-encompassing idea would be unfortunate things, is because I subconsciously can tell myself that I'm not in that position. That what I'm looking at as a fault I experience in my life, or being upset by things are not as big of a deal as getting my face blown off by shrapnel or contracting leprosy. I am lucky, I am still unhappy (sometimes),

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-37965344952342231072009-04-07T21:49:00.001-05:002009-04-07T21:51:07.231-05:00

I just longggg to be held right now, in London, by my man-boy-lover. Not for any one reason, but I want my comfort-blanket back again. Damn British Visa people hurry the fuck up.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-39914480616417051702009-04-05T11:16:00.002-05:002009-04-05T11:19:46.824-05:00

"Till four in the morning one is seldom doing anything and at that hour, even if the night has been a night of betrayal, one is asleep. Yes, everyone sleeps at that hour, and this is reassuring, since the great longing of an unquiet heart is to possess constantly and consciously the loved one, or, failing that, to be able to plunge the loved one, when a time of absence intervenes, into a

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-24426560580892786782009-04-01T17:34:00.006-05:002009-04-01T17:42:02.061-05:00

it's been a while. I've been working hard on my final photo project and have finally printed it all out. I will now show the promised booty pictures (obviously click to enlarge):what started it all, the idea of communication in a long distance relationship:and then the intimacies of being together:and intimacies from one another/to remind us of one another:there's more images for context, but I

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-47156113161739072032009-03-25T22:24:00.004-05:002009-03-25T22:31:03.922-05:00

this is an unbelievably beautiful story/photo essay. Please take the time to read and look at it:Days With My Father

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-60396077811330991342009-03-23T19:45:00.002-05:002009-03-23T19:46:52.085-05:00

purrrfect. This cat, well one like it, will be mine one day

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-53136302659501607752009-03-22T14:53:00.002-05:002009-03-22T14:58:10.388-05:00

I sometimes hate being a purist. One example is watching a series of films, or, re-watching them. I have to see them all in order, can't skip around, and definitely won't forgo watching one because everyone else is already one step ahead. I'm in this situation now, damn having too much work. Kinda sucks because now I have to sit out of the last film in the Star Wars series as well to keep with my

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-26586919945482595652009-03-21T13:22:00.002-05:002009-03-21T13:23:52.459-05:00

Just ate perhaps the best lunch of my life... yogurt, baguette, variety of greek olives, and fresh mozzarella with pesto and bruschetta sauces alongside. mmmm and orange juice of course

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-50694942099343523142009-03-20T23:30:00.002-05:002009-03-20T23:43:03.627-05:00

I hate it when I look/listen to an album and know it will never feel the same as it did the first few times I listened to it. Granted, it's nice to have a warmth and comfort within a song, but there's nothing better than hearing a song that kicks your ass, that brings fear to your ears. This moment was stated in the last episode of Freaks and Geeks, it seems to be an equivalent to how smokers

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-81705356981482357732009-03-17T18:06:00.003-05:002009-03-17T18:18:58.153-05:00

it's been a little while since posting. I was in London for spring break visiting my one and only. We went to Paris as well. Quite a lot of walking, my shoes didn't hold up too well which led to exhausted feet and body. Oh I belong in Europe so much more than America. However, it isn't the same when I'm walking around alone versus with lover boy like I had to do when he was with Mrs. Posh Spice

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-46142695910305880182009-02-27T19:32:00.001-06:002009-02-27T19:33:39.147-06:00

as corny as this seems to be made out to be the idea of a wild animal remembering it's owners is crazy, especially since it didn't try and kill them:

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-21828195848912611492009-02-26T20:18:00.000-06:002009-02-26T20:19:20.895-06:00

why was I not this kid?damn the 60's would have been amazing

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-41586041661309433822009-02-26T16:34:00.003-06:002009-02-26T16:39:15.878-06:00

I think the one upside for a (very) long distance relationship is when I get to visit... next week! London and NOW Paris as well. mmmmmm. So excellent. There's also this amazing feeling in the reunion when everything is perfect and super happy and fresh all over again. I wouldn't necessarily recommend getting into a long distance thing, but there can be upsides found in nice little places.

Sarabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17472409171996986375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045514189848581516.post-7594104924118294012009-02-23T21:34:00.010-06:002009-02-23T22:03:14.707-06:00

my most recent project. The statement, students are exhausted. Tried imitating Irving Penn and Richard Avedon...click to enlarge

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