I REALLY dislike when people are publicly humiliated, even if they do deserve it

Early early early. Been a while since I've needed to get the the airport by 5am. But this marks the cross section of my meeting my new family home in Houston, and being only a few weeks away form going to my New Zealand home. I'm ready for it all to happen, just waiting for the time to pass.

baby it's you

always, when I am at the brink of seeing the boy I have a major emotional breakdown. It happened today. Three weeks until we're together, and he's on a plane to Auckland, NZ right as we speak. I may have freaked him out, I just like being able to send well wishes before he flies. It's funny, before my being in a relationship I imagined crashing in a plane and not really caring/being intrigued by the experience. Now whenever he is or I am flying I have great feelings of fear. Now all I need is to finish these weeks of school.

this is really great:

la vie en rose

this is really beautiful. By my friend Leah Rizzo:

still frame from leahrizzo on Vimeo.

Oh my goodness these are SOOO awkward. I don't think they sell me on any of it (maybe the last): Street Carnage

"We shall then see that our habitual perception of the world as stable and reliable is an illusion. The facts not only fail to support this illusion; they stand in grotesque contrast to it. A tiny area of light, warmth, and life, wrapped paper thin over a ball hanging forlornly in empty space." -Hoimar Von Ditfurth in Children of the Universe

sometime I have a heartache

So I finally have some of my new side project on film... shot it this weekend with some lovely ladies. Now I'm getting excited to shoot more versions.