Thursday, November 26, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Early early early. Been a while since I've needed to get the the airport by 5am. But this marks the cross section of my meeting my new family home in Houston, and being only a few weeks away form going to my New Zealand home. I'm ready for it all to happen, just waiting for the time to pass.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
always, when I am at the brink of seeing the boy I have a major emotional breakdown. It happened today. Three weeks until we're together, and he's on a plane to Auckland, NZ right as we speak. I may have freaked him out, I just like being able to send well wishes before he flies. It's funny, before my being in a relationship I imagined crashing in a plane and not really caring/being intrigued by the experience. Now whenever he is or I am flying I have great feelings of fear. Now all I need is to finish these weeks of school.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
"We shall then see that our habitual perception of the world as stable and reliable is an illusion. The facts not only fail to support this illusion; they stand in grotesque contrast to it. A tiny area of light, warmth, and life, wrapped paper thin over a ball hanging forlornly in empty space." -Hoimar Von Ditfurth in Children of the Universe