Sad Sad Sad. Finally realized what's going to happen in my near future. Love has to be put on hold as it has been for the past year and a half + while we continue to be/work in separate cities. I know I should be excited for the time ahead, but in all honesty, I'm a lover, not someone looking to advance society. My heart breaks for this. And my greatest fear will be that the two of us will just grow our roots in separate cities and never get to realize the true potential of being in a relationship in one another's presence.